All praise to National Mental Health Awareness week!!!! Did you miss that? It's a thing in the UK where we are supposed to care more about mental health issues, be extra open to talking about our feelings and suffer constant social media bombs of the shocking statistics of male suicide. Lovely. I probably wouldn't have … Continue reading The short term gains of emotional outbursts.
Fuck today. Fuck this week. Fuck last weekend which I spent hobbling around not seeing my friends or enjoying anything and fuck this stupid disease. Fuck the Government for milking the life out of the NHS too and if you don't agree with me, well, you can guess where that is going. It's not … Continue reading H is for Hopelessness
I had something of an Outing event this week, letting some friends and extended family know what's going on with me because, frankly, I'm letting strangers on the web know about it and I didn't want this to seem like I had somehow shirked them in the information stakes. At first I felt slightly daft … Continue reading It’s Not Unusual
So that consultant appointment came around, and I'm more confused than I was to begin with but doubly happy that I pushed my GP for a proper referral as, once again, everything that prick has been suggesting was confirmed as bullshit that wont help me. To cut a potentially long story short, I have been … Continue reading Adenowhatnow?
I remember complaining to my other half about a year after we moved house that I was knackered all the time. There seemed a long enough list of reasons for this- a longer commute to a job I hated, a bigger house to look after, a shitty boiler that meant being cold a lot of … Continue reading CBA
It’s been weird having a period this month. Not in actual terms of the physical process, that was as I have come to expect in the last year or so, but it was weird in the terms of a total fall off in anxiety. You see, along with the usual boring stuff like having sore … Continue reading Just Period Pain.
Ever wanted to kill everyone you come in to contact with? Happens to me a lot, though it's not strictly relevant to why I'm here writing this. But let's use this to slide easily into the subject of girl hormones. This girl's hormones have gone a bit wrong, and I'm currently entering the estrogen muddied … Continue reading Say something clever.